Entry 8: A Day in the Life of a Lolita Designer

That moment when..
You get locked out of your business email account. You've been locked out for almost a week now and Google doesn't believe you own the account.
The fabric samples you were expecting to get on Thursday still haven't arrived, it's now Friday and you find out they were sent to your old apartment address. You call your old apartment, and no they don't have any packages for you.
The company that prints your tights goes MIA and you can't get in touch about sizing or if they'll be back up in time to print your order.

I haven't slept well at all this week. 
And when I do, I have nightmares about not being able to get back into my email account to handle all your questions/orders, etc. I dream about my fabric not getting here because they couldn't verify my order through my email that I can't access.

And then I spend the whole day in an anxious, super stressed state where I feel like I'm on the verge of crying or just taking my dog and running away from all this.

Welcome to my life.